2012-06-02

my lo-fi existence

I feel lo-fi. I see things lo-fi. I'm fed up. Is not life two-dimensional? Gosh, it's so boring, so dull, so... annoying. Ok, so there's the so called beauty of the moment. Fine. Thank you, moment, for stroking me so later your buddies can punch me harder.
Lately, after a few things had turned out to be an epic fail again, I was watching a bunch of primary school kids on the bus, and I got so, so damn envious. There they were, messy clothes, ink on their fingers and bright satchels with cars, horses and other odd prints, discussing their latest toys, enjoying the shaking bus and looking so carefree.

And I almost cried because more than a decade ago I was one of them.

5 comments:

  1. Hi!

    If you want to keep reading my blog, Eventyrlysten, you have to go to http://eventyrlysten.blogspot.com sign up as a member again - I lost all of my readers when I moved my blog.

    Hugs, Sonja

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  2. Freut mich, dass dir meine Bilder gefallen. :>

    Die Kleinen beneide ich auch oft... Vielleicht nicht direkt Kinder, eher so 13-17 Jährige. Wobei... doch, Kinder beneide ich auch. Und es macht mich irgendwie fertig, dass die Zeit so schnell vergangen ist und man sie nicht mehr zurückholen kann. Es wäre der absolute Wahnsinn, wenn man die Zeit zurückdrehen könnte. Nicht unbedingt um etwas anders zu machen, sondern um Momente bewusster zu erleben, zu genießen.
    Ach Gott. :<

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  3. I just came across your blog and I love it. Your writing + photographs = <3

    I too, often feel so much jealousy when looking at kids. They have their lives ahead of them, while all I have is regret filling up my whole mind and body.

    xx Pie

    http://rapunzelandpie.blogspot.com/

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