Where does this lead us? Some people, like me, are floating in life, if you know what I mean, go with the wind, feel threatened if they are forced to take on responsibilities, to decide things that are forever...
but nothing is actually forever, and on the strangest occasions this is revealed to us. Is that healthy, I ask? Even I want to know some things for sure, even I want to have at least a spark of security in my life.
But there never seems to be any. Life is like the Brownian motion. You have those little molecules buzzing around, completely random, and at times you feel part of them and you feel great, and sometimes it's like chasing away mosquitos. So this Brownian life, is this a chance or is this the red carpet to failure? You just never fucking know.
Sometimes it does make you happy. But sometimes is not always. Shall I take the risk?